Kemurungan Tahap 3.34

Oh my.. tahap kemurungan dah meningkat. T_______T

This semester punya project buat masterplan. Its more to planning the city. A lot of group work. I feel bad sebab I don't contribute much. Soooo many things in my head. Arrrrgghhh.. Headache!! Adekah tindakan berhenti kerja dan menyambung pelajaran pada tahun ini adalah sebenarnya tindakan yang sewajarnya?? I'm not really sure now...

One week before Hari Raya Haji nanti, ade studio trip to Singapore. I really really really wanted to join. Mesti banyak gile bende nanti boleh belajar. Tapi seems like I can't go. Takde duit. Kene balik kampung awal dan takyah bukak fesbuk sebulan la nampaknye. Nanti jeles dengan diorg post2 gambar.. Arrrgggghhh.. Nak pergi!!! Nak pergi!! Nak pergi!!!

And ade lagi satu architectural wworkshop dekat Deakin University, dekat Melbourn Australia. Dari batch 4th year sekarang, only selected 5 yang dapat pergi. Hantar essay, dan nanti lec akan pilih 5. I am one of that lucky 5! Sape nak bagi pergi australia for 2 weeks for only rm2.5k skali flight n accommodation? This is my only chance!! One of a lifetime chance!! Kalau nak travel sendiri2 memang tak la..

TAPIIIIIIIIII..........................

I might have to give up on that one also.
:(((((((((

Sighhhhh.. God is really testing me... :(

p/s: my friends' convo is today. Have to put back my fake smile.. :)